faith.

...was full of talks about philosophy. mukhang magigi na kaming mga philosophers, kung hindi man, mga pilosopo! :s

for the first time since june 2008, i was now able to spend my weekend NOT in the dorm. i went to my cousin and slept over together with my sister. 2 days of laughter that i haven't had for 2 months. at long last!

but haven't i realized we just slept about 6.30 in the morning. from 10pm to 6.30, we were talking about different kinds of philosophies: existence, belief and faith GOD, religions, 666, technology, true love, the difference of 'you believe in GOD' from 'my relationship with GOD', satanism, hotel rwanda, the bible, prophecies, arroyo-bush relationship, and the END OF OUR WORLD. (+ some gossip girl updates from my cousin :D)

that one-sleepless-night talk, i think, changed a part in me. i dunno. it was awkward talking to my cousins about these stuffs. i felt creepy, afraid, convinced (or not), challenged or amazed... of how life is difficult to understand...

i'm speechless. i changed. ewan. creepy... all those hidden symbols and stuffs. :s

how's that - an A for me in PE.

grabe na 'to. i have never imagined getting an A in PE for a practical test. at sa sobrang tuwa, i'm now blogging early in the morning, because i woke up minutes earlier than i usually do.

before the practical test, we were given time to practice. at biruin mo ba naman, may bigla na lang sumalpok sa mukha ko na volleyball. at nahilo ako dun. and i suppose yun yung nagtrigger ng aking athletic intelligence (whoa! is there such a thing!?) kahapon sa practical test.

BASTA. i was so happy about my yesterday. i was not able to blog yesternight kasi hyper ako na gumawa ng mga DAPAT gawin. as in, nagpapakabusy ang status message ko sa YM kahapon. hahaha.

my 'exits' in the future

Though this little red button with an 'x' on it is called the Close Button in many Windows programs, I find it cool to still call it the Exit button. Took this pic last night, not knowing what it is for. Until I found the exact definite reason today.

Three hours ago, I was taking a bath. And, yes, I made up my mind - to call my Mom and tell her everything I want to say, those tiny little details in my thoughts that might become the biggest problem for the next few years. In short, I'm bothered by something.

Then I held up my phone, ready to type a looong message for my Mom. But surprisingly, my Mom was calling. Coincidence sa lahat ng pwedeng coincidence na mangyari. So, I guess sasabihin ko na nga lang... Total, she was calling na! Urgh.

There you go, I said to her I was planning (I said planning, kasi after all, it's up to her) to shift to CoE or ECE from the wonderful ID with my wonderful blockmates! I know it may sound cheesy and corny and everything, pero ngayon pa lang, alam ko mamimiss ko kayo. But who knows, I may not shift... or I may. I justified my reasons, pero I know it's not enough. One month pa nga lang talaga naman, shifting na agad naiisip ko. If you readers just know... I haaave sooo many reasons why I want to shift. Pero there were sooo maaany things that made me pick ID as well! :( Haaay buhaaay! :D

And I guess, I'll just STUDY and PRAY hard! :D

biotech lab.

so far, today's biotech lab class is the class wherein i had been the most active third for this year. masyado akong maingay kanina, unlike when i am in any other classes. kapag math, we can't talk too much kasi naman the teacher is discussing. during filipino class, same din, pati na rin sa english (but we also have group works), sa p.e. naman, ok lang. basta kanina talaga maingay ako compared sa other classes.

anyway. here are pictures that may never interest you. here are our findings sa biotech lab class.

these are mixtures of pineapple and some salt solution plus ethanol (ewan ko kung yun nga yun). we were trying to separate the dna strands from the fibers (o ha, ano kaya yun!?).

and i would like to present to everyone our biotechnology professor, sir julian. i assume this picture is mine, therefore, i can post it here, right? hahaha. diba, ang bata niyang tingnan? :D

sabi kasing smile, eh. ayaw nya. yan tuloy. :)) in this picture, he was trying to see if what we did was right.

sana talaga, i hope, biotechnology is a good science subject. the first time i picked this, i thought this has something to do with pure biology - just like what we had in 2nd yr. high school. but then, we found out, it's a mixure of molecular biology and genetics! *prays*

nag-iisa, wala ka na.

a song by noel cabangon that makes me want to cry! :(
watch it here.

papalubog na naman ang ilaw
nagpapaalam na naman ang araw
ang gabi ay muling mamayani
at ang lamig ay hahaplos sa pisngi

ilang araw na ang lumipas
magmula nang ika’y magpaalam
ilang gabi na ang nagdaraan
ang pag-iisa’y ‘di na ‘di na makayanan

ngunit kailangan kong indahin ang lamig ng gabi
ngunit kailangan kong tanggapin wala ka na sa tabi
nag-iisa, wala ka na
wala ka na, nag-iisa

ala-ala’y nagbabalik sa aking isip
mga larawan ng bawat sandali
pag-ibig nating sinumpaan
ipinangako sa liwanang ng buwan

ngunit kailangan kong indahin ang lamig ng gabi
ngunit kailangan kong tanggapin wala ka na sa tabi
wala ka na, nag-iisa
nag-iisa, wala ka na

ngunit kailangan ko nang masanay
at tanggapin na lumisan ka na ng tunay
ang lahat lahat ay bubuti ang pag-ibig ay mananatili
langit, lagi hanggang sa walang hanggan.

tarong.

i was unable to blog about 'tarong' last night. kasi naman, i was overly shocked (though hindi naman talaga, so as to mingle with all the people who were shocked as well) sa mga pangyayari in the play itself.

MAGANDA.

yan lang masasabi ko. it was like the time when we watched 'ang paglilitis ni mang serapio' in ateneo de naga college campus. but this was a three-in-one treat for freshmen students. i dont know, pero sana next year, makapanood pa rin ako ng mga palabas ng entablado. (and i really want to join - if someone will urge me.) maganda kasi talaga, eh.

bulungbulungan sa sangandaan. the first play was i think the best part in terms of the 'issue' thing. and the cast did well. good job. very realistic ang pag-arte nila. basta, maganda. and of course, hindi ko makakalimutan ang twist nito. galing.

pobreng alindahaw. the second play was the funniest one. as in nakakatawa in a sense na hahalakhak ka. ganun! at maganda rin ang story. i find these two first plays had a sad ending.

baclofen. kung pagkain ang third play, ito na siguro ang pinakamasarap. haha. many were shocked, nadiri, nabigla, napatili, napasigaw... pero may isang tuwang-tuwa, and that's me! hahaha.

basta. i want to watch other plays pa rin. entablado, you did a good job. congratulations.

sharing lang.

wala lang. nagulat lang ako may tatlong forwarded messages akong natanggap from my ate. wala sigurong magawa during that time (at malamang unlimited siya - a wild guess). sa tatlong ito, isa lang yung hindi joke. share ko lang. :D

i asked a kid: 'what is love?'

the kid answered: 'hmmm. love is when a man wipe your tears...'

i started to laugh, but then, he added.

'... even after you left Him hung on the cross.'

o see? everytime someone asks us about love, we usually think of a person we truly love, your girlfriend, boyfriend or whoever you call special someone. so i guess, you now know what is love?

nag-eevolve na ang aking taste.

kung mapapansin lang ninyo, puro-tagalog na ang gamit ko. at winash-out ko na ang bluish na aura ng aking blog. at syempre, sinong 'di makakaalam ng minima theme ng blogger. na realize ko na lang, ang pangit pala kung napakadaming kung anu-ano ang blog ko. sabog ang kulay. alam nyo yon? tapos, napaka trying hard ko mag-english. pero anyway, kaya ko naman siya.

goodbye, message box. goodbye, background music. goodbye, labels.

kaya kailangan, mag concentrate kayo mga mambabasa sa sinusulat ko, hindi sa kung anu-anong nakalagay sa paligid ng blog. owkei!? :D

guidance test ba kamo?

yup, it may seem petty, but yes, sumakit and aking pwet sa pagsasagot ng about 480 questions. pwede rin palang maging mahirap ang true or false na type of test no? biruin mo ba naman, nasa isa sa pinakamataas na pamantasan ka, at sa iyong guidance test, itatanong saiyo ito:

1. do you think about sex?
2. do you dream about sex?
3. do you tease animals?
4. do you see things people don't see?
5. do you enjoy marijuana?

mga ganitong klaseng tanong, dagdagan mo pa ng apat na raang katulad din nito = guidance test. ang saya diba.

Debates and WiFi

Today was a happy day for me. First of all, there were no classes - a simple reason I would definitely love. There were no classes because of the on-going Australs Debate Championship - something like that. I (with the 9:30-11:30AM schedule) witnessed how they (some were like Aussies and Indians, dunno) debate, and nope... I can't do that, sorry. The motion was that If gay or homosexuals should be in the military or not. Did I say it right? So, there...

Today, I also paid the tuition and fees with Chy. And went to Gateway to get the 2 free jackets when we bought my laptop. We also ate there, and used my laptop to access the internet. Happily, Merce had the chance to be with us! :D

It's Merce using my laptop. -Gateway

After this, we went to National Bookstore. I was even tempted to buy Love In The Time Of Cholera by Garcia. And I was really tempted - I was ready to buy! But I couldn't find it in the display, kept on looking, and finally asked someone there. Luckily, I don't have to spend money... all because it's out of stock na! Yey! I'll just borrow in the library on the following days. :D

We also went to AliMall and had snacks at Jollibee, saw some stuffs in Blue Magic, and that's it. It was raining and getting dark, so Chy and I decided to go home later than expected. And dropped by Matteo Ricci, and still... surf the net. *since Chy had to make her school stuff*