faith.

...was full of talks about philosophy. mukhang magigi na kaming mga philosophers, kung hindi man, mga pilosopo! :s

for the first time since june 2008, i was now able to spend my weekend NOT in the dorm. i went to my cousin and slept over together with my sister. 2 days of laughter that i haven't had for 2 months. at long last!

but haven't i realized we just slept about 6.30 in the morning. from 10pm to 6.30, we were talking about different kinds of philosophies: existence, belief and faith GOD, religions, 666, technology, true love, the difference of 'you believe in GOD' from 'my relationship with GOD', satanism, hotel rwanda, the bible, prophecies, arroyo-bush relationship, and the END OF OUR WORLD. (+ some gossip girl updates from my cousin :D)

that one-sleepless-night talk, i think, changed a part in me. i dunno. it was awkward talking to my cousins about these stuffs. i felt creepy, afraid, convinced (or not), challenged or amazed... of how life is difficult to understand...

i'm speechless. i changed. ewan. creepy... all those hidden symbols and stuffs. :s